.碎了.

很爱很爱很爱.

非常非常非常地爱.

但那又怎样.

步伐不一样,就该停止.对吗?

你常告诉我,你和她没东西.

那我看到的又是什么?

如果没喜欢,会那样吗?

你们太不简单了. 要我如何相信?

我已经说服自己,相信你所说的一切.

但又让我看到了什么?

我真的没办法不想,不怀疑,不理,不吃醋.

我在FB加了她第二次.她还是不敢加我.

我加她的用意,是要她知道你,陈淑文,是我韩佳玫的男朋友.

曾经想着和你能有个未来. 但此刻觉得那只会是我的梦.

也许, 这一切只是梦.

而那一切,是在告诉我, 是时候梦醒了.

林俊杰有新专辑！！

林俊杰的新歌！超好听的！

http://youtu.be/27R6ZavdzzQ

學不會
主唱：林俊傑
作曲：林俊傑
填詞：姚若龍
編曲：Terence Teo
監製：李偲菘

歌詞
你的痛苦　我都心疼　想為你解決
擋開流言　緊握你手　想飛奔往前
我相信愛　能證明一切
夠真心　會超越時間
多付出　也多了喜悅　讓幸福蔓延
總是學不會　再聰明一點
記得自我保護　必要時候講些　善意謊言
總是學不會　真愛也有現實面
不是誰情願　就能夠解決
一次爭吵　一個心結　累積著改變　
內心疏遠　足夠秒殺　外表多濃烈
才發現愛　不代表一切
再真心　也會被阻絕
這世界　天天有詭雷　隨時會爆裂
還是學不會　少浪漫一點
拼命著想的事　未必帶來感動　或被感謝
還是學不會　解釋我最傷　最累
痛死都不願　怪誰
把每段癡情苦戀　在此刻排列面前
也感覺　不埋怨　只懷念
總是學不會　再聰明一點
記得自我保護　必要時候講些　善意謊言
不是學不會　只是覺得愛　太美
值得去沉醉　流淚



总是学不会。

Random

Had not update my blog since a long time ago.
Quite many things had happened in my life.
I've been start working since..... 8/9 of October. at Party Play.
I'm happy working there. But you know, every place have gossips.
But I'm glad that people at my working place are all good and friendly. Except for few. HAHA

Many people said I'm weird recently. Did I?
Maybe there is something in my mind that I still couldn't figure out.
When there is a crack on a glass, it's close to impossible to recover it. right?
Unless you really is a magician. Or somebody may just buy a new glass.
I ain't a magician, and I don't buy a new glass.
So all I can do is just trying not to notice that crack. Trying to just take it as a deco? LOL

Someone said is this a sign that I've growth mature?
I guess so. I'm 18, I should be mature. Although I'm not sure whether I am mature or not.

But I am glad that I do control myself now. and I can smile no matter what happened. Cause I've had my smiling mask back to me. Which means, I have a place to hide under. =)

~With Love~

Not to brag anything, but this was the first handmade gift from her to me, and this is the first time she made something like this. <3

Wanted to upload this long ago, but now just got the chance to upload it.

Us when going wedding dinner

Us when going sister's birthday

Ups and Downs

Was in a bad mood recently, I feel down.
Sometimes, I don't even know what's real.
I don't tell about what's on my mind.

Even when I'm with my friends, I feel different.
Is it me that I don't social much as usual? or is it what my friend did touched my nerves?
I'm not a driver, don't give me a bad face that you are chasing time, I have my jobs to get done too.
I've tried not to say it out, but you repeated again.
Sorry to be mean, but don't be bossy please.

I used to find someone and talk about my problems.
But I don't now, cause I know I shouldn't.
I slept late every night, I have no appetite nowadays.
I hope things can get right like how I wish.
I miss you so much.
When it rain heavily at night, I really hope you are just right beside me.
When there is thunderstorm, I hope that you can hold my hand and tell me not to be scare.

I think I'm just crazy, I can be happy at this second, but moody at the next.
Trying to calm myself down.
Trying to be happy.

Dear Outstation Vl

Dear dear outstation again lu....
Hong Kong this time.... Dear dear said she is gonna buy a HKsim card so we can whatsapp, Viber and face time!!!! =D

I'm happy happy.. hehe... 8 days without honey... I'm gonna miss miss miss miss her.
I hope she enjoy her trip there!!!
I'll be good girl. I promised =)

After she come back she gonna go Japan again... >.<
I am so gonna miss you my Love!!!!

Love you honey. Miss you Darling.

Life

Heard of few stories from people around me. Really feel that 人生如戏，戏如人生。

Things happen in life often, we couldn't control it. But there is one thing that we must remember is that, family is always the best. House without family ain't home.

I took you as my family. But I'm not sure if you wants it. I guess, there is still a gap. Which it's hard for me to be part of your family and hard for you to be mine too. That's why I keep a distance.

I told myself..... SMILE, even I don't feel like to.

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